Jeremys Birthday was really nice. Kennedy and I made a cake for him, and a special dinner. I think it made him really happy.
I have some good news. After my last ranting post. I submited some more work and three...yes three of my layouts were picked up for publication. Praise be to God. I think sometimes I just forget I have only been scrapping for about 18months. I have accomlished alot in that time and I have more time to grow as an artist. Sometimes you just get down.
Kennedy is really going through a terrible two phase. We have delt with fits all week. This is really wearing me down! Pray for me.
So I have been submitting my scrap work for about 8 months now. Sadly I haven't had many bites not even to ezines. Okay I did have one publication and one honorable mention and I am on one design team......But all the talented people around me are getting so many fabulous toots on there work and I am beining to feel totally inadaquate about the whole thing. Honestly I sorta feel like giving up on it and just scrapping and not caring. ( I will never do that because I have this drive to suceed at everything)
I am also feeling totally down becuase I just have no time to sit and scrap. Ever since we moved my stuff to the basement i feel totally obligated to only be scrapping while my family is sleeping. That makes for a totally worn out(creatively and otherwise) Mommy. I just don't know how people do it. How do you be a great mom, work, be an awesome wife, keep your house clean, and be a creative genius? If anyone knows the answer to this I would love it if you could clue me in.
Another thing that has me down...I am trying desperatly to grow out my hair....It is taking forever!!!!!!!
Okay Okay enough with my rant.
Tommorow is Jt's Birtday and I was gonna go to his work and take him out for lunch but then I decided I am just gonna stay home and cook him a nice dinner. It is too hard on Kennedy to get ready, drive an hour, sit and behave while we eat, drive back, and behave the rest of the day. So I am gonna stay home and cook I think...what should I cook???? hmmmmm......
okay my minds clear for now.
I am also feeling totally down becuase I just have no time to sit and scrap. Ever since we moved my stuff to the basement i feel totally obligated to only be scrapping while my family is sleeping. That makes for a totally worn out(creatively and otherwise) Mommy. I just don't know how people do it. How do you be a great mom, work, be an awesome wife, keep your house clean, and be a creative genius? If anyone knows the answer to this I would love it if you could clue me in.
Another thing that has me down...I am trying desperatly to grow out my hair....It is taking forever!!!!!!!
Okay Okay enough with my rant.
Tommorow is Jt's Birtday and I was gonna go to his work and take him out for lunch but then I decided I am just gonna stay home and cook him a nice dinner. It is too hard on Kennedy to get ready, drive an hour, sit and behave while we eat, drive back, and behave the rest of the day. So I am gonna stay home and cook I think...what should I cook???? hmmmmm......
okay my minds clear for now.
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